Singing time

1st April 2005 -

Well woke up like any other normal days and then went to work as normal.......Time to be crawling quite slowly today but then also duno why.......

Ard 3plus in the afternoon saw hyu on the msn, Duno whether wanna send a msn msg but then in the end still decide to do it and as a result, my mood become better after she reply......chatted with her for awhile then soon times flies and its time for me to go and meet ming kun and uncle stanley.....But first....

Went to Bukit Panjang 7-11 and went to buy 4 different type of Potato Chips for hyu cause she say she felt like eating it but then lazy to buy.....Haiz...always lazy.....then i just place the chips outside her house and just went off.....dun wanna go into much details about it...

Reach cineleisure and met up with Mingkun....we had our dinner at KFC before we proceed to play pool....Uncle Stanley was super late....Play a couple of games with him and as expected...his pool skill still as lousy as ever~~lol~~
Around 830pm, we went to sing karoke at Kbox......I think I perform quite well in this round of Karoke...Maybe is because when I sing certain with real feeling, its brought the best out of me....Well Sang a couple of "Couple Song" but then no feeling when singing it especially my fav couple song "Rang wo Ai Ni" by vic chou and Da S..... Anyway stanley left us soon after that to go over to his friend house and do his project and then Shu Hui and her bf came down to accompany me.....Realli like to thank you guys for coming down.....well we crap around a little and again I was the one doing all sort of funni stuff and stupid stuff.......But then sadly, the session ends at 11.30pm to my surprise and not at 5am.....Haben sing enough.....Hope to find a time to sing again....

Send Mingkun home then went back home myself.....Hmm...duno why but then my thighs and my arms have been aching the whole day and its has been getting worse and worse....Must be due to the effect of the badminton session on Thurs.....Must be too long never exercise then getting old liaoz....Lol....Well...will be doing more of healthy lifestyle next week as i will be going to train up by going to gym and after swimming to relax myself....

Also during the night before, i had already know what path am I going to take and I think Hyu more or less also knw what kinda of path I am taking liaoz cause only she will know what i am thinking right now.....

:)

Seeya

LEARNED TO ACCEPT THE REALITY

Its been a while since I last blog cause I was quite busy over the month.....what I am busy of, for those who keep contacting me will know what am I doing....

But then as it been a while since I last blog, something in life has changed.....The girl which you saw in the pic beside is gone.....she has left me~~well, i was grief, stricken for the past few days but then have got a lot better when I chatted with her again......The break up was inconicidence with my 7th mth anniversary...Life cannot be more zun than this.

Now i know what she wants, I inturn had also knew what I what now.....Its time for me to go back to my original state.....and after that then I decide what to do...Whether to continue to wait for her or find someone else......But then right now I had told myself that whenver she needs somebody for companion, I will always be there for her. The reasons why she broke up with me...I dun wanna say it here and it will only remain in me and her heart....

Now there is a target for me to do.....Get over this and try to be my normal self which i think will take me about 2 weeks to a mth like that. I will wanna show her that I can stand up on my feet again as what I promised her but I will still continue to show my love and concern towards her.....

now I beginning to understand this "Yao Ai Yi Ge Shi Tong Ku De, Bei Ai Shi Xin Fu de" but then I never regretted loving her with my heart cause I always think that she is the girl for me and I had started to plan my future around me and her. I realli hope that I am the guy to give her happiness, love, care and concern but then.......

I shall not say anymore of the breakup liaoz but I believe that time will prove everything........

here is somethin that i came across a blog and saw it to be meaningful....here it is:

Always treasure someone by their heart,treasure and appreciate everything before they leave you.Even a tiny little action/expression means everything for you in this world,treasure what you have.Even when wrong things are done, learn to accept and move on and not to let anyone down again.If not before you realise,the person that used to treasure you is no longer doing it.....

The above msg seem to be meant for me as it encourage me to accept and move on and not to let anyone esp hyu and my parents down again. If I dun stand up again and continue to zi bao zi qi, the people who treasure me will no longer do that but will hate me instead.