LEARNED TO ACCEPT THE REALITY

Its been a while since I last blog cause I was quite busy over the month.....what I am busy of, for those who keep contacting me will know what am I doing....

But then as it been a while since I last blog, something in life has changed.....The girl which you saw in the pic beside is gone.....she has left me~~well, i was grief, stricken for the past few days but then have got a lot better when I chatted with her again......The break up was inconicidence with my 7th mth anniversary...Life cannot be more zun than this.

Now i know what she wants, I inturn had also knew what I what now.....Its time for me to go back to my original state.....and after that then I decide what to do...Whether to continue to wait for her or find someone else......But then right now I had told myself that whenver she needs somebody for companion, I will always be there for her. The reasons why she broke up with me...I dun wanna say it here and it will only remain in me and her heart....

Now there is a target for me to do.....Get over this and try to be my normal self which i think will take me about 2 weeks to a mth like that. I will wanna show her that I can stand up on my feet again as what I promised her but I will still continue to show my love and concern towards her.....

now I beginning to understand this "Yao Ai Yi Ge Shi Tong Ku De, Bei Ai Shi Xin Fu de" but then I never regretted loving her with my heart cause I always think that she is the girl for me and I had started to plan my future around me and her. I realli hope that I am the guy to give her happiness, love, care and concern but then.......

I shall not say anymore of the breakup liaoz but I believe that time will prove everything........

here is somethin that i came across a blog and saw it to be meaningful....here it is:

Always treasure someone by their heart,treasure and appreciate everything before they leave you.Even a tiny little action/expression means everything for you in this world,treasure what you have.Even when wrong things are done, learn to accept and move on and not to let anyone down again.If not before you realise,the person that used to treasure you is no longer doing it.....

The above msg seem to be meant for me as it encourage me to accept and move on and not to let anyone esp hyu and my parents down again. If I dun stand up again and continue to zi bao zi qi, the people who treasure me will no longer do that but will hate me instead.