Life Could Be So Fragile
While writing this blog, could feel nothing but sadness.......reason why? Read on and you will know.....
21st April - Woke up and reached the office and do my daily work....With that went home to rest for awhile before going to my 2nd attachment.....Well its been sometime since a concert is held and I went on to do my job before reaching home at around 2 am.....
22nd April - Sunday seem like there's nothing for me to do except to rot at home in my own room......
23rd April - Well I think today is a negative point which was added to my life....was working as normal as usual until i receive a call from pui kia telling me that Ah Tay had passed away....I was thinking what the hell??? I just saw him, work with him and joke with him last sat and now i heard that he passed away....Haiz....Now I had to accept that Life is realli fragile....You will never know what will it be your turn to leave this world.....Another phrase to say it is that Life Is Unpredictable. With that I end my working day with a sad note and went home.....As usual , watch my tv programme before meeting jiayong.....He also facing relationship problem in which I try to help out by giving advice.....
Now I am watching VCDs.....Duno why these few weeks, I just cant get to sleep.....Always watch VCD until my eyes are tired before turning in......Apparently, I suppose I am still adjusting to my single life with her images still running around......Duno why sometimes I think that I got the feeling that more or less she still cares for me but then duno why the interaction between me and her are getting shorter and shorter..........Always wanted to call her to tok to her, to listen to her voice etc but then I told myself not to do so cause it might just irritate her......Somehow when I am alone, I'm just scared that one day I will lost total contact with her......Welll....you might say that I'm either too emotional type or a foolish type but then this is how i feel and what I am.........Anyway just let it run naturally ba.....and see what's the ending of it........... With that I shall end my blog......
21st April - Woke up and reached the office and do my daily work....With that went home to rest for awhile before going to my 2nd attachment.....Well its been sometime since a concert is held and I went on to do my job before reaching home at around 2 am.....
22nd April - Sunday seem like there's nothing for me to do except to rot at home in my own room......
23rd April - Well I think today is a negative point which was added to my life....was working as normal as usual until i receive a call from pui kia telling me that Ah Tay had passed away....I was thinking what the hell??? I just saw him, work with him and joke with him last sat and now i heard that he passed away....Haiz....Now I had to accept that Life is realli fragile....You will never know what will it be your turn to leave this world.....Another phrase to say it is that Life Is Unpredictable. With that I end my working day with a sad note and went home.....As usual , watch my tv programme before meeting jiayong.....He also facing relationship problem in which I try to help out by giving advice.....
Now I am watching VCDs.....Duno why these few weeks, I just cant get to sleep.....Always watch VCD until my eyes are tired before turning in......Apparently, I suppose I am still adjusting to my single life with her images still running around......Duno why sometimes I think that I got the feeling that more or less she still cares for me but then duno why the interaction between me and her are getting shorter and shorter..........Always wanted to call her to tok to her, to listen to her voice etc but then I told myself not to do so cause it might just irritate her......Somehow when I am alone, I'm just scared that one day I will lost total contact with her......Welll....you might say that I'm either too emotional type or a foolish type but then this is how i feel and what I am.........Anyway just let it run naturally ba.....and see what's the ending of it........... With that I shall end my blog......
posted by jms-hyu at 11:09 AM
0 comments
